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zzzzzzzzzz jie... i juz finished work again at home.... SAD MAN.... and i haven bath... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz today hor... i go work... i propose de sample... so so so many mistakes lol.... maybe my chinese suxs... -.-that's why i redo it again 2nite.... then hor... after that i go slack slack a while.... then at nite meet friend go OCC (Yishun) play pool.... and hor... pool is boring and suxs... -.- but no choice no one wanna play snooker... zzzzzzzzz then hor that time my friend help me HOOK 1 STITCH(DISNEY character) out... it's a male... i think 1 mth + ago... and i always think that male is me... so lonely wor.... everyday i drive see him in the car reminds me of myself.... -.- zzzzz then after everything.... i wanna HOOK the female STITCH out... so can have a couple mah.... i got stupid thinking... if i hook her out= Minnie will come back to ME LOL.... wtf man... end up i changed 6$ one dollar coins... and i aim zhun zhun... 1st coin i tio LIAO.... LMAO... 1 dollar for 1 coin.... previously i think 3 pple spend almost 50+ to get that female STITCH... everyone is trying to get a cuple for me..... and today so so heng... i get it with 1 try alone...maybe i told GOD pls... i really wanna HOOK it from the bottom of my heart and yes 1 arrow 1 hit into the bullseye.... LOL... so i went to the car and took pic of it... i am so so so so happi.... Heehee.. other day then i post the remaining pics ba.... i find hor... i am getting really older and older... -.- .... hopefully more handsome and more like a man...can attract more girls mah??? LOL... jus kidding... no intrest too... maybe can attract them and sell them my SOAP and KEYCHAINS or NORTON..... LOL...... haha.....
ya... yesterday de dream hor... i think that i am willing to sacrifice anything for her man... omg... GOD ... that's in my dreams means it show my personality.... WHY AM I SO GOOD TO HER..... WHY...... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Is it cos i still love her?? my friends asked me, do u still love her????? i dunno.... maybe yes , maybe no... then the dream so happen to appear las nite... i think now the answer is YES... if pple ask me do u stil love her again... i will say YES I STILL LOVE HER, I AM WILLING TO SACRIFICE ANYTHING FOR HER AND I SERIOUSLY STILL LOVE HER...I CAN FORGIVE WHAT SHE HAS DONE BEFORE AND FORGET....FOR LOVE I CAN DO IT..... true ar....seriously speaking for the past few weeks... i tend to have the feelings that i am so so disappointed in her... i tend to wanna give up on waiting.... i am beginning to hate her instead of loving her....i dun understand what she is thinking of right now... she says she is happi right now... but is she really happi??Is it a short period of happiness for her NOW?? does she know what she is doing???? does she know that what she is doing now will reflect on herself 5 yrs later or in the future???Does she know that there will be a cause for everything to happen????Is she avoiding things???? Is she hiding something??? Did she really sit down and think what she have been doing or what she really wants???? she says she wanna study hard and work hard... but did she do them all???? is this the kind of happiness she ONLY wans??? all i dunno.... maybe GOD can answer me in future.... but something or someone is always beside me whispering to my ears telling me... u still love her dun u.... why are u having hate instead of love... u jolly well know u love her... u are willing to even sacrifice anything for her.... not to mention to forgive or forget........at least everyday she still comes to yr thoughts whenever u are happi...u wished she was here to share this kind of hapiness with u.... u wished she was here to see what u are doing or thinking.... like u said u are hard to understand... she did told u u are easy to understand... but till now does she really understand me???? i dun think so... i have so many plans i have planned and done... but it's useless now... maybe it will be useful if miracles happens.....u still say u dun love her?? u love her SAM.... u planned for u and her future 2gether.... u made her study... u planned to let her meet Marie Jie end of this yr and to see the house u saw along the beach few yrs back... U planned to bring her to japan, not onli to have a holiday but see the house u intend to buy in future if u migrate there... u planned so so many things.... u taught her things about life and experiences.... u shared with her... and u say u DUN LOVE HER???? U DO LOVE HER AND U STILL LOVE HER... IF NOT, WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS COME TO YOUR MIND WHEN U ARE HAPPI? U ARE JUST WONDERING AND HOPING IF SHE WAS HERE NOW, 2 OF U WILL BE HAPPIER 2GETHER...
anyway jie... enough of these liao... later i sobsob again... LOL... dun worry la... will nt -.- ....ok it's so so late le jie... i 2molo need to wake up at 10am... zzzz i update 2molo again ba... tomolo i got a long long day.... same update at nite or 2molo morning if possible...nitenite jie... it's gonna rain heavily now... nitenite... miss you ..... miss Minnie too..... muacks muacks.... ^.^
ya... yesterday de dream hor... i think that i am willing to sacrifice anything for her man... omg... GOD ... that's in my dreams means it show my personality.... WHY AM I SO GOOD TO HER..... WHY...... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Is it cos i still love her?? my friends asked me, do u still love her????? i dunno.... maybe yes , maybe no... then the dream so happen to appear las nite... i think now the answer is YES... if pple ask me do u stil love her again... i will say YES I STILL LOVE HER, I AM WILLING TO SACRIFICE ANYTHING FOR HER AND I SERIOUSLY STILL LOVE HER...I CAN FORGIVE WHAT SHE HAS DONE BEFORE AND FORGET....FOR LOVE I CAN DO IT..... true ar....seriously speaking for the past few weeks... i tend to have the feelings that i am so so disappointed in her... i tend to wanna give up on waiting.... i am beginning to hate her instead of loving her....i dun understand what she is thinking of right now... she says she is happi right now... but is she really happi??Is it a short period of happiness for her NOW?? does she know what she is doing???? does she know that what she is doing now will reflect on herself 5 yrs later or in the future???Does she know that there will be a cause for everything to happen????Is she avoiding things???? Is she hiding something??? Did she really sit down and think what she have been doing or what she really wants???? she says she wanna study hard and work hard... but did she do them all???? is this the kind of happiness she ONLY wans??? all i dunno.... maybe GOD can answer me in future.... but something or someone is always beside me whispering to my ears telling me... u still love her dun u.... why are u having hate instead of love... u jolly well know u love her... u are willing to even sacrifice anything for her.... not to mention to forgive or forget........at least everyday she still comes to yr thoughts whenever u are happi...u wished she was here to share this kind of hapiness with u.... u wished she was here to see what u are doing or thinking.... like u said u are hard to understand... she did told u u are easy to understand... but till now does she really understand me???? i dun think so... i have so many plans i have planned and done... but it's useless now... maybe it will be useful if miracles happens.....u still say u dun love her?? u love her SAM.... u planned for u and her future 2gether.... u made her study... u planned to let her meet Marie Jie end of this yr and to see the house u saw along the beach few yrs back... U planned to bring her to japan, not onli to have a holiday but see the house u intend to buy in future if u migrate there... u planned so so many things.... u taught her things about life and experiences.... u shared with her... and u say u DUN LOVE HER???? U DO LOVE HER AND U STILL LOVE HER... IF NOT, WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS COME TO YOUR MIND WHEN U ARE HAPPI? U ARE JUST WONDERING AND HOPING IF SHE WAS HERE NOW, 2 OF U WILL BE HAPPIER 2GETHER...
anyway jie... enough of these liao... later i sobsob again... LOL... dun worry la... will nt -.- ....ok it's so so late le jie... i 2molo need to wake up at 10am... zzzz i update 2molo again ba... tomolo i got a long long day.... same update at nite or 2molo morning if possible...nitenite jie... it's gonna rain heavily now... nitenite... miss you ..... miss Minnie too..... muacks muacks.... ^.^
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