Tired~~~

Jie ar jie... today hor.. i did so many things.. mindef called me about my deferment for nx mth's ICT 2 weeks.. zzzzzzzzzz i prepared a list and reasons why i cannot go back reservist lol... SUXS MAN.. so waste time.... and i send the list of degree MODULES for all my classmates... that's for studying in SG .. so fated sia... my course onli 2 unis in the WORLD has it.. and both needs to be studied overseas UNLESS U SELFSTUDY IN SG and it's SURE DIE FOR ME... GOD WAS SO GOOD AND PLANNED FOR ME.. THIS YR.. ONE OF THE UNI IS OFFERING THE OLD TRADITION WAY TO STUDY IN SG.. GOT LECTURERES TO TEACH US HERE IN SG.. SO GOOD AND WONDERFUL LO.... WOO.........and hor ,i dunno how a lady got my number... ask me dunno wat join wat business la... something like MLM or watever but i say not free lol...................i think i gonna change my hp number again lol..............................see how -.-

Jie ar.......................dun so impatient leh.. i nv post blog u facebook me... -.- and pls DUN LET Peipei KNOWS!!! PLEASE AND THANKS!!!! i went to the library today at cck... i wanted to borrow books for my project.. good boy hor me.. lol....i walk walk around and found some... then after that i went home... i saw she TYPED IN HER BLOG.... nowadays, she go class half way and go home.. WTF.. even if the class boring or wat.. at least study all and know what's going on wat... i wonder what her sch mates are teaching her or influencing her....they dun wan pass at least dun teach her bad la......money is hard to earn and time is precious...... faster finish faster graduate...... zzzzzzzz i kinda of regret to ask her to study actually.....she told me she wanna concentrate on her studies but LOOK.... say and nv do it... zzzzzz very disappointed... at least attend the whole class so u know wat..i know she's tired or wat but... no choice wat... haiz.. dun wan talk so much liao......zzzz and she keeps talking about val val val since the previous blog posts... i think this val is the one i saw in facbook who KISSED her at facebook las mth... i think valson something...DUNNO WHO THE FUCK IS HE.. but i know muz be a guy who is trying to chase her or wat or her classmate...also dunno where he is from.. i juz hope he's nt the one to spoil our relationship ba...but i know he was there to KISS HER IN FACEBOOK LAS MTH WHEN WE WERE ROCKY... although it's juz a kiss but.. zzzzzzz u should know what i mean ar jie.... if YES... he sure GOOD GAME!! i will walk back my old steps again to deal with this...i fuck care if he is rich or older then me or more friends then me or watsoever.. i got my ways to do things.... not say i dare not play with him... i dun care liao... i dun care if she hates me more or wat but if it is really what i PREDICTED... HE SURE DIE!!!but best is not... juz hope ba... although i old now.. i know wat to do... i got my ways.. is onli i wan a not...jie u remember lawrence? my class de?? i tell him he sure 100% help me 1... lol......but see how ba.. maybe i should forgive and forget if things goes well.. see how... see my mood.. see what is the outcome or result... see if GOD approves me to do it.. aiya i very blur now lol..... juz 1 remark i make sure a big fuss.. i am like a LOSER... she's nt my gf i cannot care or mind... but.... i still treat her as one even if she does nt... i wan her to be WISE, SMART, i wan her to be HAPPY! i wan her to feel LOVED and ENJOY GOOD TIMES, GOOD FAMILY LOVE , ETC.....eh jie ... at least i not like my class that andrew lo... u remember he and his gf 8 yrs... then he so fucker until he make no guys dare go near her.,.. LOL.. and he did it lo... AT LEAST I NOT LIKE HIM... I NOT SO SELFISH.. AHAHAHHA.......aiya jie u know me so long u should know my pattern ba.... sorry to be so like this jie.. i dun mean it.. maybe i juz HOT when i sees it.. zzzzzzzzz dun worry 2molo i will be ok le.... ^.^ i still keep learning to forgive and forget... =) GOD KNOWS.. GOD KNOWS EVERYTHING.. IF I HIDE NOW AND NO ONE KNOWS, GOD KNOWS... ZZZZZZZZZZZZ GOD KNOWS SO MANY THINGS MAI TELL ME, MAI HINT ME.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ok sry for the caps... sry GOD, sry jie >.< lol.. the devil is in me zzzz sry.. i juz FUCK HIM OUT... lol...u SEE THE WORK FUCK PLS dun think i like las time hor jie... I TOTALLY CHANGE LIAO ^.^....


and elmo is BOTAK???omfg... he's ugly??? he disturbs her and barks and keep crying.. omg.. my poor elmo >.< .... sry daddy cannot take care of u... i cannot even bring u back or see u... if nt i need to find a place to stay myself......but ELMO pls cannot make yr mummy angry ok??u muz talk to her in yr heart elmo and make her feel happi, make it when she sees u she's happi... =) good boy ok elmo... u stil muz be as cute as before.. remember the 1st day when we brought u back.. u were so small,frightened and so cute.. i miss those times... >.< and no matter what , u are still our baby forever..!!!! Maybe u cannot see us married elmo... maybe u can.. i dunno.. but if cannot.. daddy will say sry and byebye to u for the las time.. dun worry i will still see u for thelast time... I PROMISE elmo.....i need to leave u behind here.... i gtg somewhere far from this place... to live alone.... maybe 1 day u will still reunite with me or maybe in our nx life?? =( =( =(

sry ar jie.. about my dad things.. nx time then say.. now still no mood to talk about it....maybe i will DO IT when things really goes bad at home.. Sorry if i do that but i really cannot take it.. this hatred between us is for like 10yrs already... dad dun know i went for lasik till now , onli mom knows... IF HE KNOWS.. SURE 100% QUARREL AGAIN... so i need to hide from him as long as i can... mom also said cannot let him know.. or if we quarrel, she dunno how to help us liao.. MAY GOD BLESS US......i admit through minnie mouse(JADE), we are in better terms, even with my bro... we talk more often.. but the effect TAKES IMMEDIATELY... in this 2 mths + without her beside me.. THINGS GO BACK THE WAY IT SEEMS BEFORE..... Maybe it's fated? maybe it's another test??? i dunno zzzzzzz

and ya ... i met a guy called MR THAM juz now, he's a sch mate's uncle who does IT line too.. i am helping him to go onsites and do jobs for him... we met up and he passed me money for he owed me..... lol.. we talked for a while also... talk about my lasik la.. studies etc..... when i hear the word LASIK NOW... IT REMINDS ME OF HER.........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz becos of her i went lasik... LOL... maybe nx time becos of her i will cut botak or put tattoo again? LOL.. see how... see how... time is always against me.. I NEED TO CONTROL TIME THEN LET TIME CONTROL ME.. I WANNA BE TIME's MASTER.. I HOPE I CAN AND I WILL TRY TO LOL.......very ambitious ar... lmao.....i took a few pictures today but.. not posting now.. kinda of lazy... 2molo is a boring day for me i guess.. zzzz jie ar jie.. i got so many things to tell and share with her.. but hor SORRY.. some things cannot tell u de.. AHAHAHHAHAH.. hope u dun mind.. =x okok... i think i will stop here now.. my leg suddenly got blood dunno why.. i think juz now i knocked onto my FUCKING BED zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....................i gtg have a cool bath and do some sch stuff and slp le... nitenite jiejie... ^.^