FUCKTARD TIRING~
Such a tiring day jie... i went to bendemeer for onsite.. and yes... guess wat.... i managed to solve a problem that they cannot solve for many mths.. YEAH!!! i think i gonna get xtra money for that from mr tham... woots....i finished around 5+ today.. so early.. cos i completed checking all the stuff... after that i went to a friend's place.... he wanted to buy printer.. so i acc him go... then went to fetch his "GIRL" whom he loves at SSDC... LMAO... i go ssdc is so LOL... the las time i went there was 6 yrs ago.. ya.. SSDC is a driving center ...after that we headed to his hse... he made food for us.. we ate 2gether and i slacked till around 10+ the GIRL went back by cab... then went to play some pool and went home.. so tired....
Ya.. by seeing the girl for the 1st time, i find her impression is BAD.. no manners, she is like juz coming cos she's ASKED to come? she's putting on a mask... she's hinting somethings for example going home, do we wanna fetch her back etc.. SO MY ADVISE IS NO... she's not his type... she's juz making use of him.. LOL.. i become a bit pro hor.. LOL.. maybe BY seeing pple's character all these i very zhun... but for love no .. LMAO.. stil newbie ..... -.- .....
I MADE IT.. nv login facebook,msn LOL JIE... but i saw her blog.. she posted again..she bought a CK bag to put her books and stuff.. LOL.. actually i wanan get her a gucci one for her b'day actually.. but i dun think it's from the heart cos juz a gift.. so i gave her puzzles,flowers,necklace,keychain,etc...... so so many things that i've done with care and from my heart....grandparents shfting into her hse...lol... GOD's plan..GOD THANK YOU.. it might not seem good for her.. but at least she can at least experience bigger family.. Bigger family= more problems, more problems = more courage to face them and more FAMILY LOVE... jiayou ba...she says she also wanan get another JOB LOL.... FORGET IT MAN.. HER SCH IS ALREADY GIVING HER A BIG PROBLEM+ some work .. still wan another job... LOL... need so much money??? LOL......she said also she's nv felt so happy before.. she FEELS that's what she wants..NO RESTIRCTIONS, NO NEED SEE PPLE FACE,AND HER FRIENDS SAY THAT TOO.. LMAO... I THINK SHE FUCKING MEAN WITH ME NOT HAPPI.... I RESTRICT HER SO MUCH... I ALWAYS GIVE HER FACE... WTF... SAYING BEHIND MY BACK??? WHEN 2gether DUN WAN SAY???? LOL... HER FRIENDS SAY SHE HAPPI???? LOL.... I GUESS HER FRIENDS ARE ALL WEARING MASK ALSO.. I CAN FEEL THAT MOST OF THEM ARE FAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ESP HER SCH FRIENDS..... ANYWAY NOT MY FUCKING PROBLEM NOW... SHE SUFFER OR WAT NOT MY PROBLEM.. JUZ DUN COME CRYING TO ME NX TIME... I WILL TEND NOT TO PITY HER BUT LAUGH AT HER.....I KNOW SHE WILL NOT... SHE WILL NOT SHOW ME THAT SHE's FALLEN OR WAT.... BUT... I CAN PREDICT IT... IT WILL COME TRUE.... IT's THE PATH SHE CHOOSE... i know jie although u care for her too but sorry.. i am also very selfish..i feel very very very sad by typing those CAPS on top... but it's really true... although wat i predicted yesterday was wrong.. it's still ok... it's the 1st wrong prediction...and i will not fail again....But still the same old saying.. I STIL LOVE HER.. I HOPE THOSE BAD THINGS WILL NOT GO TO HER BUT TO ME.. I AM WILLING TO ACCEPT THEM... >.< i am not saying i with me= GOOD.. but so many pple see how i treat her etc... i am very good liao lo.... ONLI THAT I DUN CARE ENOUGH FOR HER... SHE LIKE THIS... i dun flirt, i dun know gers behind her back, i dun beat her, i dun play or flirt with her, my love for her is true..aiya dun wan say so much le jie.. say le i more pissed off and disappointed...
ya... she posted in our personal blog..
"you're gone for weeks.. Heard from your "jie" tat u had a big fight with your dad. I tot everything between u n him is ok? What's wrong? He say u then u talk back right? Anyway, i oso cant say u... I myself oso like this.
I've tried studying at home n i realise tat i understand! Yes!
Reply me when u feel like ba... My nose pain."
BIG FIGHT WITH DAD IS A SUPER YES.. NOW i juz waiting for him to start the cue.. then i 1 shot say all out... most i find another place to stay... simple as ABC...ya she has no right to say me in a sense...STUDY AT HOME AND UNDERSTAND.. THAT's GOOD FOR HER!!!! VERY GOOD!!! AT LEAST MY PRAYERS COME TURE.. THANK YOU GOD AGAIn.... i feel like replying to her but something is pulling me.... something is saying dun..... FUCK SIA.. why ar....she already said she happi with what she is now wat.. so many many things i know i keep quiet.. LOL... if that's what she want then be it... MAYBE I TIE AND GIVE IN TOO MUCH TO HER IN THE PAST..... anyway no more nx time... no more girls will come into my love life again.. no more.. all of u say sure have de.. LET'S HAVE A BET MAN...i 100% no more LOVE ... onli LOVE for her.......like i said my heart onli has one ... and no one can replace her.. no matter how long or how good another girl appears ...........TOO BAD TO HER... i still have one in my heart that i love.. i am selfish sorry.....i am crazy,insane or watever u name it.. TOO BAD.... can put it in a way.. SAM HAS STOPPED LOVNG ANY OTHER GIRLS AT THE AGE OF 27!! YEAR 2009!!! GRATS!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^
ya jie , sometimes hor i feel that she email or typed in blog etc.... it seems like she still cares for me is it?? or she is guilty of making me like this????? i dunno sia.. i juz think and feel this way... watever it is... she loves me she will nt like this liao.... 1 year + relationship is like few days for her... put it in a bad way.. she broke off with her 4 YR RELATIONSHIP ... for me??? i think she still loves him in some ways... i noticed some things when we r 2gether but i keep quiet... i close 1eye.... so to her 1 yr + is wat... CHICKEN FEET??? to me 1 yr + is like 100 yrs.. lol... watever it is... something is keep telling me GIVE UP ON HER LA.. u know so many things liao still can endure???? u wan endure till how long.... u think u can endure long enough???? BUT LOVE TOLD ME... IF U REALLY LOVE HER... U MUZ OVERCOME THIS OBSTACLE.... IF U DO IT.... U WILL EXPERIENCE ANOTHER BETTER STAGE OF LOVE... GOOD LUCK...lol.. always got good and bad talking to me... zzzzzzzzzzzz i stil choose to follow my HEART!!! THAT's GODs hint to me.. ok GOD... i will do it....but pls guide and bless me....
Jiejie, sorry ... i think end of this yr i will be coming alone maybe .. lol.. u and peipei better plan a long schedule of funtime for me ok?? i dun wan wake up dunno go where.... u pple are the HOST i am the GUEST... so u muz do it nicely for me lol.....i wanna enjoy and play like a PRINCE... LOL... u tell peipei better PLAN PROPERLY HOR... OR I WILL FUCK HER UPSIDE DOWN!!!! LOL..... not "FUCK" hor... is SCOLD......and u too jie.... =x BUT i have to go JAPAN then go AUSTRALIA... SEE which place i wanna go 1st... I need to visit Auntie Lily... i promised her i going this october....i so long nv see takeshi and rei... >.< kind of miss them too.... lol... my 2 cute cousins...... -.- also going alone maybe... LOL..unless we are 2gether again... see how la... i dun have much hope in it already..... Jie ar Jie.... i am putting her into yr hands already ok??? i decided already... no more JADE if we really cannot get back 2gether.... NO MORE CONTACT ETC.... THAT'S IT!! I WILL BE MY OLD SAM.... MAybe better for me...nx time then i slowly tell u what i know... i send u u see le also will PISSED OFF 1... but i know u are a good person..... u still will side her cos she's a GIRL!!!!!!!!u always side girls de... zzzzzzzzzzzzz maybe cos u understand what girls are thinking... lol... si jiejie... bad bad 1....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
As for Lawrence side.... sorry.... we met around 3 weeks or 2 weeks ago... lol... he came sg find me... -.- but dun worry... he says... i say ok... then he take action...... LOL... DUN WORRY JIE... i know wat to do la....he's so worried and feels sorry for me lol...... cannot blame him also... ya... he;'s getting UGLIER AND UGLIER.... MORE GANGSTER... MORE SUXS AND YA, DARKER...!!!!!!!!!LOL.... NOT AS WHITE AS BEFORE LOL......but he's more mature .... he now got limit 1... cannot overdo it also... LOL..not bad ar my brainwash to him....ahahahhahah... i find i am doing another good deed ^.^
ok i am so so tired now jie... good nite to u.... 2molo then i update ba... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz 2molo i got to work again and friday too..... SAD.............zzzzzzzzzzzzzz nitenite jie, nitenite minnie... miss u lots lots... ^.^
Ya.. by seeing the girl for the 1st time, i find her impression is BAD.. no manners, she is like juz coming cos she's ASKED to come? she's putting on a mask... she's hinting somethings for example going home, do we wanna fetch her back etc.. SO MY ADVISE IS NO... she's not his type... she's juz making use of him.. LOL.. i become a bit pro hor.. LOL.. maybe BY seeing pple's character all these i very zhun... but for love no .. LMAO.. stil newbie ..... -.- .....
I MADE IT.. nv login facebook,msn LOL JIE... but i saw her blog.. she posted again..she bought a CK bag to put her books and stuff.. LOL.. actually i wanan get her a gucci one for her b'day actually.. but i dun think it's from the heart cos juz a gift.. so i gave her puzzles,flowers,necklace,keychain,etc...... so so many things that i've done with care and from my heart....grandparents shfting into her hse...lol... GOD's plan..GOD THANK YOU.. it might not seem good for her.. but at least she can at least experience bigger family.. Bigger family= more problems, more problems = more courage to face them and more FAMILY LOVE... jiayou ba...she says she also wanan get another JOB LOL.... FORGET IT MAN.. HER SCH IS ALREADY GIVING HER A BIG PROBLEM+ some work .. still wan another job... LOL... need so much money??? LOL......she said also she's nv felt so happy before.. she FEELS that's what she wants..NO RESTIRCTIONS, NO NEED SEE PPLE FACE,AND HER FRIENDS SAY THAT TOO.. LMAO... I THINK SHE FUCKING MEAN WITH ME NOT HAPPI.... I RESTRICT HER SO MUCH... I ALWAYS GIVE HER FACE... WTF... SAYING BEHIND MY BACK??? WHEN 2gether DUN WAN SAY???? LOL... HER FRIENDS SAY SHE HAPPI???? LOL.... I GUESS HER FRIENDS ARE ALL WEARING MASK ALSO.. I CAN FEEL THAT MOST OF THEM ARE FAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ESP HER SCH FRIENDS..... ANYWAY NOT MY FUCKING PROBLEM NOW... SHE SUFFER OR WAT NOT MY PROBLEM.. JUZ DUN COME CRYING TO ME NX TIME... I WILL TEND NOT TO PITY HER BUT LAUGH AT HER.....I KNOW SHE WILL NOT... SHE WILL NOT SHOW ME THAT SHE's FALLEN OR WAT.... BUT... I CAN PREDICT IT... IT WILL COME TRUE.... IT's THE PATH SHE CHOOSE... i know jie although u care for her too but sorry.. i am also very selfish..i feel very very very sad by typing those CAPS on top... but it's really true... although wat i predicted yesterday was wrong.. it's still ok... it's the 1st wrong prediction...and i will not fail again....But still the same old saying.. I STIL LOVE HER.. I HOPE THOSE BAD THINGS WILL NOT GO TO HER BUT TO ME.. I AM WILLING TO ACCEPT THEM... >.< i am not saying i with me= GOOD.. but so many pple see how i treat her etc... i am very good liao lo.... ONLI THAT I DUN CARE ENOUGH FOR HER... SHE LIKE THIS... i dun flirt, i dun know gers behind her back, i dun beat her, i dun play or flirt with her, my love for her is true..aiya dun wan say so much le jie.. say le i more pissed off and disappointed...
ya... she posted in our personal blog..
"you're gone for weeks.. Heard from your "jie" tat u had a big fight with your dad. I tot everything between u n him is ok? What's wrong? He say u then u talk back right? Anyway, i oso cant say u... I myself oso like this.
I've tried studying at home n i realise tat i understand! Yes!
Reply me when u feel like ba... My nose pain."
BIG FIGHT WITH DAD IS A SUPER YES.. NOW i juz waiting for him to start the cue.. then i 1 shot say all out... most i find another place to stay... simple as ABC...ya she has no right to say me in a sense...STUDY AT HOME AND UNDERSTAND.. THAT's GOOD FOR HER!!!! VERY GOOD!!! AT LEAST MY PRAYERS COME TURE.. THANK YOU GOD AGAIn.... i feel like replying to her but something is pulling me.... something is saying dun..... FUCK SIA.. why ar....she already said she happi with what she is now wat.. so many many things i know i keep quiet.. LOL... if that's what she want then be it... MAYBE I TIE AND GIVE IN TOO MUCH TO HER IN THE PAST..... anyway no more nx time... no more girls will come into my love life again.. no more.. all of u say sure have de.. LET'S HAVE A BET MAN...i 100% no more LOVE ... onli LOVE for her.......like i said my heart onli has one ... and no one can replace her.. no matter how long or how good another girl appears ...........TOO BAD TO HER... i still have one in my heart that i love.. i am selfish sorry.....i am crazy,insane or watever u name it.. TOO BAD.... can put it in a way.. SAM HAS STOPPED LOVNG ANY OTHER GIRLS AT THE AGE OF 27!! YEAR 2009!!! GRATS!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^
ya jie , sometimes hor i feel that she email or typed in blog etc.... it seems like she still cares for me is it?? or she is guilty of making me like this????? i dunno sia.. i juz think and feel this way... watever it is... she loves me she will nt like this liao.... 1 year + relationship is like few days for her... put it in a bad way.. she broke off with her 4 YR RELATIONSHIP ... for me??? i think she still loves him in some ways... i noticed some things when we r 2gether but i keep quiet... i close 1eye.... so to her 1 yr + is wat... CHICKEN FEET??? to me 1 yr + is like 100 yrs.. lol... watever it is... something is keep telling me GIVE UP ON HER LA.. u know so many things liao still can endure???? u wan endure till how long.... u think u can endure long enough???? BUT LOVE TOLD ME... IF U REALLY LOVE HER... U MUZ OVERCOME THIS OBSTACLE.... IF U DO IT.... U WILL EXPERIENCE ANOTHER BETTER STAGE OF LOVE... GOOD LUCK...lol.. always got good and bad talking to me... zzzzzzzzzzzz i stil choose to follow my HEART!!! THAT's GODs hint to me.. ok GOD... i will do it....but pls guide and bless me....
Jiejie, sorry ... i think end of this yr i will be coming alone maybe .. lol.. u and peipei better plan a long schedule of funtime for me ok?? i dun wan wake up dunno go where.... u pple are the HOST i am the GUEST... so u muz do it nicely for me lol.....i wanna enjoy and play like a PRINCE... LOL... u tell peipei better PLAN PROPERLY HOR... OR I WILL FUCK HER UPSIDE DOWN!!!! LOL..... not "FUCK" hor... is SCOLD......and u too jie.... =x BUT i have to go JAPAN then go AUSTRALIA... SEE which place i wanna go 1st... I need to visit Auntie Lily... i promised her i going this october....i so long nv see takeshi and rei... >.< kind of miss them too.... lol... my 2 cute cousins...... -.- also going alone maybe... LOL..unless we are 2gether again... see how la... i dun have much hope in it already..... Jie ar Jie.... i am putting her into yr hands already ok??? i decided already... no more JADE if we really cannot get back 2gether.... NO MORE CONTACT ETC.... THAT'S IT!! I WILL BE MY OLD SAM.... MAybe better for me...nx time then i slowly tell u what i know... i send u u see le also will PISSED OFF 1... but i know u are a good person..... u still will side her cos she's a GIRL!!!!!!!!u always side girls de... zzzzzzzzzzzzz maybe cos u understand what girls are thinking... lol... si jiejie... bad bad 1....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
As for Lawrence side.... sorry.... we met around 3 weeks or 2 weeks ago... lol... he came sg find me... -.- but dun worry... he says... i say ok... then he take action...... LOL... DUN WORRY JIE... i know wat to do la....he's so worried and feels sorry for me lol...... cannot blame him also... ya... he;'s getting UGLIER AND UGLIER.... MORE GANGSTER... MORE SUXS AND YA, DARKER...!!!!!!!!!LOL.... NOT AS WHITE AS BEFORE LOL......but he's more mature .... he now got limit 1... cannot overdo it also... LOL..not bad ar my brainwash to him....ahahahhahah... i find i am doing another good deed ^.^
ok i am so so tired now jie... good nite to u.... 2molo then i update ba... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz 2molo i got to work again and friday too..... SAD.............zzzzzzzzzzzzzz nitenite jie, nitenite minnie... miss u lots lots... ^.^
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