nite jie...

nitenite jie..... today was quite ok ... went to sim lim and do things.. then go fetch a friend li jie then she accompanied me go temple to pray... to thank GOD... ^.^ after that we went to pick weekiat up... and we went to meet yilin.... then go eat at woodlands .... we ate thai food... lol.. nt bad wor... and ya......we had our normal wednesday number ball game... lol... today no win no lose... lol... and li jie is super on form sia... maybe she accompany me go temple... lol... she top winner today....she's so scary today... lol..... jiejie.. nx time u come sg... i intro them to u... they are nice and good pple, (my Supporters) when i was down... i have quite a number of friends to intro to u but... not all... onli some.... ^.^ .....but onli thing they dunno what they want in life now... so maybe i try to guide them if i can?? hahaha..... like so pro sia me... but i think i can share with them about my experiences ba... and i onli tell pple whom are closer and i think are really good frends to me.... although i know quite a number of new frends recently... i still know who are good and bad o...... i wished for my good friends to do well in life now... although we have huge age gap... i find it's better to enlightened them now... maybe it's fate and that's what GOD is arranging??? i duno but i feel it is..... ^.^

reached home around 12+.... then i was surfing the net and oooo... i suddenly remembered so many old songs... and i downloaded them all lol...............hmmm..... i still keep thinking .... do i love anyone now?? am i loving someone now???? i think it is a yes... when i am feeling happi... i wished she's beside me to share the joy 2gether... haha... that's love???? my classmate aung told me if u are happi , u think of a girl u like= u love her....hopefully it's true...i do not wish for so much to happen now... if it's all fated by GOD... then i will go for it... although i know that loving someone so much... u need to fight for it.... i fought for it.... but i got nth out of it... so i will not tend to fight so much liao..... it's the 1st time i lost in a battle -.- .... but...... i dun care much either.... losing that battle let me gained so so so much things and experiences..... i learned so much things too... when we gain something we will lose something and vice versa.....maybe i am getting mature??? or older???? sometimes i find i am naggy zzzzzz i feel like an old man lol........ =x jialat ... i wonder what will happend when i turn 35... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I told pple i will nt love anyone again but.... Why suddenly i find i am loving someone???? is GOD testing me?? is something tempting me??? or is it NOW REALLY THE TRUE LOVE I LOVE???? it's like a big circle... and it comes back to u???? i dunno sia... zzzz these type of things are beyond my knowlegde ..... onli GOD knows.... let's see what am i gonna dream of today... haha... alright... i am going to bed now.... and i will add few more pple in my prayers b4 i slp... ^.^.... i heard a friend said... pple who pray for pple is very strong... say i am superstitious or wat... i still believe in it... without GOD... there will be no world... there will nt be people... there will nt be US.... so.... i will onli do and think of what i think is correct and hopefully my prayers will be answered.... ^.^.... nite nite jie... cya..... waiting for the day i meet u and u bring me out to eat and play and destress.... hug me and sayang me >.< jie... i miss you ..... but i miss her more..... =p nitenite