nite nite jie

jie ar jie... dun be angry for what i posted la... zzz but i really dun understand why my dreams are still the same... i already clear of what i wan lo but... GOD like always making me make those dreams zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... aiyo aiyo.... i dunno la... SOrry jie.....

ya... dad haven slp... and he suddenly told me... dun be sad... juz strive yr career 1st... and u dun need to scare no girls...u las time also got so many girls........ i told him ... how u know... he keep quiet... then i said..u dun always scold me can liao hor.. thanks... LOl he said u in the wrong so i scold u... i said yaya, watever... forget it.. i walk to my room.....to me now... married or nt or whatever.. i dun care... i juz wan to do what i wan... as long as i happi can liao... if i do what i wan, i feel happi and it's bad... i dun care either... LOL.... sorry to have this thinking.. my heart is like the MTV i posted on facebook... KIM... i am beginning to feel like enimem...i know know what it is really like to HATE AND GET REVENGE......i know now is the point where someone is stepping on my tail and not letting it off... it's so painful and hurting ......that's why i am so mad and revengful... sorry jie... i know what i am doing but.... i will forgive onli if GOD hints me or SHE tells me to stop... and i really will.... but i will still torture a bit... or i nt happi... hope u dun mind and i know what i am doing...

i am so so so clear what i wan now... i wan earn lots and lots of money and travel ...i wan to know more pple and widen my network... i wan more wisdom and knowledge.... i wanna be with the one i really love and make a full stop there....i wanan make pple who treat me bad or backstab me suffer... i wan them to know that stepping on my tail or saying bad things behind me will result into bad ending for them.... i wan them to remember me for LIFE.... until i die... i willl still haunt them......it may be hard but i will find ways to do them... to me... nthing is impossible in this world... as long as u really wanna do it... it will always happen....

i took some facebook quiz today.. and ya some of them quite true... ^.^ u read them u sure know if true or not for me LOL... arrr... so sorry jie... 2molo then i post photos.. lol...lazy to post today and 2molo i need to go many places... zzzzzzzzz i wonder why i am getting to know more and more things... will someone know too much things or gain to much wisdom and go crazy ???? i suddenly feel that GOD is giving me quite a lot of talents and i finally realise them now... it might be good for other pple... but to me.... i tend to think and analyze too much of things... omg... why is that so????why does my brain work in a way where i think so much further then normal pple... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz why is it that i am so so so emotional.... zzzzzzzzzzzzz my friends used to say i am like the "weather".... i have bad mood swings... now.. i find i have changed this.... finally.... thank GOD....

Yesterday my friend told me... Life muz go through, pain,suffering,love,happiness,joy,etc.... ya ... it's so true... without all these , there is no life....Life... Life.. Life... zzzzzzzzzz alright jie... i gonna slp... update 2molo and pls pls pls dun be angry about me le ok??? SOrry... T.T
Nitenite Jiejie and ???? Miss you lots and sweet dreams.... ^.^