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Hey jie... long time no update le ar me... lol .... today was okok day for me la... lol..hmmm... today took some facebook quiz... quite true... see ar....
Quiz 1
Their emotions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6’s should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.
Quiz 2
you are the most faithfull of them all yet the easiest fooled by partners. You are the type to give your all and have others take advantage of your kindness and generosity...You are the most trusted, and faithfull person.
Quiz 3
You can feel the other peoples need. You are not falling for girls, who are hunting after you. You need your time till you get more seroius with the girl, who fits to you. Time is running and you make your desicions that can change lifes...
Quiz 4
U care about your friend more than yourself..u'll never back off when your friends need you.....and people will always find a true friend in you...
Quiz 5
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
Quiz 6
what he/ she z feelingz r true ! and refLectin on his/ her actions ! congradulations!!! make a muve b4 its tooo LAte !! or jus w8 for him/ her to cum 2 you!!!
that's so true lol..... ya jie... las nite i emailed HER and pm her in facebook...
Ya... sorry... 2molo morning i cannot make it.... got to fetch my bro to the airport and then got to work after that... can onli meet u around nite... cos i got lessons around 9+ or 8+.... u can sms me to confirm... thanks..
we were supposed to meet today but after smsing her... no reply... this is how it goes...
SAM= So wat time u can meet me later at nite
JADE=Tonight cannot.. other days ba...
SAM= No.Settle it once and for all
JADE=Huh? Settle what? tonight i try ba...
SAM=Why u cannot.
No reply after this..
SAM= I dun wan our things to drag so long.. Although we broke off... i wanan say things clearly face to face... i wanna see if i should continue waiting for u a not.so we muz meet and talk. it will onli take a few horus of yr time..
No reply again.
SAM=So? U can find time to talk things out? I dun wanan drag it liao.. u were the one who said today. and now u say cannot.. pls try yr best by today... and tell me the time...
She was the one who told me today and now she's avoiding it..maybe she's busy but this is more important then any other things.... i jolly well know the MAIN REASON why she wanan come out and talk also.... it's a prediction but i believe i am correct... not 100% but 99% correct... WTF... i am quite tired of waiting already jie.... i find i am juz a COCKHEAD to juz sit and wait and know so many things... although yes i still love her... but i am afraid my love for her will fade..... i do not wan this to happen... but she's like forcing me to do it indirectly...i know i still love her... but sometimes i am afraid love will become hate... that's not i wan either... i juz wan her to settle it with me once and for all... i wan her to juz tell me... does she still wan me to wait for her? etc.... if yes... i dun mind waiting again.... but.... she muz promise me somethings... i know it's kinda of hard but no choice... LOVE is TRUST....i tend to trust her so so so so so much but..... sigh.... not wanting to talk much about it again... if she finds that i am not suitable for her... she wants to play ... she got another guy who is better then me or watever... she go lo.... she happi nx time or suffer i dun care also.... i juz feel that our 1 yr + relationship is juz a game for her.... NOT TRUTHFUL AT ALL FOR HER... SHE MADE ME TRUST HER AND LOVE HER SO MUCH AND THESE HAPPENS... FUCK IT... u may think i am pushing the blame to her but no.... i am at fault too.... i tend not to show her care and concern much... i plan things and nv told her... but those plans are meant to be suprises.... GOD AR .... why ar... suprises backfire and HEADSHOT ME... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz sigh... dunno wat to say lol...i tend not to plan mroe suprises already... it makes me feel FAILURE... omg... but i am strong... i will nt fall back once and give up... i will do it more ... i will prove it... ^.^
i took some pics again... but not posting them now.. i will onli post them in a mass ba.... Jie ... many pple told me so so so many things again... ya... i got enlightened.... i gained more wisdom.... i am so fortunate to hear these words of wisdom which really made me change and enlightened me...now my main motive is to clear my las term... one step at a time ba.....Busy year for me maybe... Maybe nx mth going redan, sep myammer, oct japan, nov yr place.... arr... travelling... makes me so tired and emo... lol... but i think i will see things and find things to do.... ^.^ i now become so money minded lol.... i've decided to do lesser bad things and do more good things... to accumalate more merits... ^.^
in my prayers there still will be many pple whom are dear to me.... ESP HER...i dunno why but i juz feel that she's still not WAKING UP, LEARNING AND BECOMING MORE MATURE... i find she's getting worst... being more childish ...still avoiding things and etc..... i dunno.. that's what i feel i may be wrong.. i may be right... i am not saying SHE IS 100% what i felt... maybe one fine day she will know what i mean ba.... maybe by that time... i will be away so so so far away or maybe dead by then.... hopefully she stills remember my words back then...nice knowing and seeing pple .... i tend to know who are her GOOD and BAD friends... but i will keep them to myself... she will 1 fine day know them herself, who is good and bad... she tends to be very confident in what she do.... but over-confidence will lead to a fall... i have noticed somethings when we were 2gether... but i dun wanna tell her... cos maybe i respect her and her friends.. but.. till now she still dun realise it... lol.... maybe by the time it's too late for her ba... see how ba... GOD PLEASE PLEASE GUIDE HER..... TEMPORARILY stop guiding me... i know what to do le.... juz focus on her ba...although ya... i have bad thoughs... but i am willing to accept the punishements.. be it retribution or karma... it's the path i choose... i keep saying she's forcing me to do it... but it's juz a phrase to defend myself... whatever it is ... i give up now... i am willing to accept those myself... alright jie.. i currently stop here 1st... i got to do my work 1st... and 2molo will be a long and tiring day for me... arrrr..... >.< jiayou ^.^
Quiz 1
Their emotions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6’s should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.
Quiz 2
you are the most faithfull of them all yet the easiest fooled by partners. You are the type to give your all and have others take advantage of your kindness and generosity...You are the most trusted, and faithfull person.
Quiz 3
You can feel the other peoples need. You are not falling for girls, who are hunting after you. You need your time till you get more seroius with the girl, who fits to you. Time is running and you make your desicions that can change lifes...
Quiz 4
U care about your friend more than yourself..u'll never back off when your friends need you.....and people will always find a true friend in you...
Quiz 5
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
Quiz 6
what he/ she z feelingz r true ! and refLectin on his/ her actions ! congradulations!!! make a muve b4 its tooo LAte !! or jus w8 for him/ her to cum 2 you!!!
that's so true lol..... ya jie... las nite i emailed HER and pm her in facebook...
Ya... sorry... 2molo morning i cannot make it.... got to fetch my bro to the airport and then got to work after that... can onli meet u around nite... cos i got lessons around 9+ or 8+.... u can sms me to confirm... thanks..
we were supposed to meet today but after smsing her... no reply... this is how it goes...
SAM= So wat time u can meet me later at nite
JADE=Tonight cannot.. other days ba...
SAM= No.Settle it once and for all
JADE=Huh? Settle what? tonight i try ba...
SAM=Why u cannot.
No reply after this..
SAM= I dun wan our things to drag so long.. Although we broke off... i wanan say things clearly face to face... i wanna see if i should continue waiting for u a not.so we muz meet and talk. it will onli take a few horus of yr time..
No reply again.
SAM=So? U can find time to talk things out? I dun wanan drag it liao.. u were the one who said today. and now u say cannot.. pls try yr best by today... and tell me the time...
She was the one who told me today and now she's avoiding it..maybe she's busy but this is more important then any other things.... i jolly well know the MAIN REASON why she wanan come out and talk also.... it's a prediction but i believe i am correct... not 100% but 99% correct... WTF... i am quite tired of waiting already jie.... i find i am juz a COCKHEAD to juz sit and wait and know so many things... although yes i still love her... but i am afraid my love for her will fade..... i do not wan this to happen... but she's like forcing me to do it indirectly...i know i still love her... but sometimes i am afraid love will become hate... that's not i wan either... i juz wan her to settle it with me once and for all... i wan her to juz tell me... does she still wan me to wait for her? etc.... if yes... i dun mind waiting again.... but.... she muz promise me somethings... i know it's kinda of hard but no choice... LOVE is TRUST....i tend to trust her so so so so so much but..... sigh.... not wanting to talk much about it again... if she finds that i am not suitable for her... she wants to play ... she got another guy who is better then me or watever... she go lo.... she happi nx time or suffer i dun care also.... i juz feel that our 1 yr + relationship is juz a game for her.... NOT TRUTHFUL AT ALL FOR HER... SHE MADE ME TRUST HER AND LOVE HER SO MUCH AND THESE HAPPENS... FUCK IT... u may think i am pushing the blame to her but no.... i am at fault too.... i tend not to show her care and concern much... i plan things and nv told her... but those plans are meant to be suprises.... GOD AR .... why ar... suprises backfire and HEADSHOT ME... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz sigh... dunno wat to say lol...i tend not to plan mroe suprises already... it makes me feel FAILURE... omg... but i am strong... i will nt fall back once and give up... i will do it more ... i will prove it... ^.^
i took some pics again... but not posting them now.. i will onli post them in a mass ba.... Jie ... many pple told me so so so many things again... ya... i got enlightened.... i gained more wisdom.... i am so fortunate to hear these words of wisdom which really made me change and enlightened me...now my main motive is to clear my las term... one step at a time ba.....Busy year for me maybe... Maybe nx mth going redan, sep myammer, oct japan, nov yr place.... arr... travelling... makes me so tired and emo... lol... but i think i will see things and find things to do.... ^.^ i now become so money minded lol.... i've decided to do lesser bad things and do more good things... to accumalate more merits... ^.^
in my prayers there still will be many pple whom are dear to me.... ESP HER...i dunno why but i juz feel that she's still not WAKING UP, LEARNING AND BECOMING MORE MATURE... i find she's getting worst... being more childish ...still avoiding things and etc..... i dunno.. that's what i feel i may be wrong.. i may be right... i am not saying SHE IS 100% what i felt... maybe one fine day she will know what i mean ba.... maybe by that time... i will be away so so so far away or maybe dead by then.... hopefully she stills remember my words back then...nice knowing and seeing pple .... i tend to know who are her GOOD and BAD friends... but i will keep them to myself... she will 1 fine day know them herself, who is good and bad... she tends to be very confident in what she do.... but over-confidence will lead to a fall... i have noticed somethings when we were 2gether... but i dun wanna tell her... cos maybe i respect her and her friends.. but.. till now she still dun realise it... lol.... maybe by the time it's too late for her ba... see how ba... GOD PLEASE PLEASE GUIDE HER..... TEMPORARILY stop guiding me... i know what to do le.... juz focus on her ba...although ya... i have bad thoughs... but i am willing to accept the punishements.. be it retribution or karma... it's the path i choose... i keep saying she's forcing me to do it... but it's juz a phrase to defend myself... whatever it is ... i give up now... i am willing to accept those myself... alright jie.. i currently stop here 1st... i got to do my work 1st... and 2molo will be a long and tiring day for me... arrrr..... >.< jiayou ^.^
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