Omg Omg Omg

Omg jie... las nite i slp at 5... then i woke up at 8.30-9 to answer a phonecall from my auntie about computer thing... SIAN.... Then i slp till now... 2.25... so so so tired... and i had a dream.............. jia lat... i dream of that IDIOT... omg... we were in a room .... suddenly i took a pencil and jumped onto him and nearly pierced into his face.... and i stopped there.... he keep saying sorry sorry... then all my friends who supported me came into the room and those who were nt involved were forced to left.... he then told me... u will nt get away... i told him... i am well protected by pple here... here got cid, tp,lawyer, goverment pple etc... with high ranking pple... and got hardcore gangsters.... he then shivered and was forced to talk to me.... he keep saying sorry...i told him too bad to u... i remembered i showed him a picture of his mom and dad.... he said sorry i will nt contact her again.. i promise... i will vanish in front of u... he said pls leave them alone... i then showed him pictures of his good buddies.. he then was so scared... i printed his documents and showed him ... and i told him to read them out... he was so suprised i have everything ... -.- then i was about to torture him i remember i brought in 3 huge dogs and told him... u like to fuck right... now let the dog fuck u... he had no choice but to do it... i video the whole process and i told him... if anything happen u will be popular in the world... then my dream stopped... OMGOMG... why am i thinking of these... i dun wanan think of this liao... i was to think of another person... omg omg...

I am so so so so frightened of this dream and so so so tired.... i have lessons later.. zzzz... GOD are u implying to me that my mind is still nt clear??? i know i am clear... but hor.. why ar... why is it like this... this incident keep appearing in my dreams... i dun this to happen.. sigh,....i am so so so frightened and loss again... i knwo that what i do there will be a result... like cause and result... retribution and karma... omg.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz GOD pls stop these lame dreams for me pls... i wan another type of happi dream with her... nt these... i know my mind might be still very vengeful... sigh......i reallly hope all these will stop....i am going to go crazy..................... i know who i wan and what i wan le GOD... but why ar.... >.<>.<