Blur blur me.... >.<
Hey jie... today was a very tiring day for me........ i woke up around 7.45... bath... changed ... styled my hair(took me around 5 mins ) ... cannot get what i wan LOL... and went to shenton way to meet a client... he's mr seah's friend... a good customer of mine(Mr seah)... we were supossed to talk about our norton deal.. he's gonna purchase 500 orginal license copies from me...the appointment was 9am.. but we finished around 1.... when i met him.. we did not talk about NORTON... he talked about me, himself and my old problem.... he told me... you are a fine,talented young man who will be very much successful...you are smart and pick things fast.... dun becos of a girl and ruin yr life and career... >.< i was quite happi when he said that but a bit down ... lol... AM I STILL NOT CLEAR???? omg.... i tend to think of what happened recently.... i was thinking if i helped... i will be helping her indirectly maybe??? should i ??? if i help it will maybe save yr repuitation?? if i help will she take things for granted???? i still do not know the answer now if i should help or not help... LOL... let's see how ba.....
then i headed to sim lim square to get many stuff etc... a friend's laptop wanna do then end up he dun wan do... KNN... waste my trip and time and parking fee and petrol there.... then i got a keyboard which is 180$ orginal cos comes with 1 year warranty... after that... i went to eat sim lim square duck rice.... ya... finally eat le... yummy yummy...... then i went to batok to change the keyboard... and wtf.. i told her 180 she dun wan... KNN.. before that i told her close to 200 she said ok... now knn ... then i called my friend he said... most 150... she said 150 also ex.... KNN CB... dulan... then she said 120... so i lan lan pay 30 for her... THIS LESSON TELLS ME... NOT TO TREAT PPLE TOO GOOD AGAIN... KNN... AND DUN TRUST CHINA GIRLS..... AND I WILL FUCKING HATE MORE CHINA GIRLS.... ONLI SOME LA.... i have some china friends... ^.^ i sat around and went back for a while to change cos i am very very hot... then i went to sch...for these laptops really pissed me off... KNN DULAN SIA....
we were late for lessons cos i enquired everything about my degree.... i have so many question marks in my brains.... dunno if i should go overseas or stay in sg.... onli 1 reason that i wil stay is for her.... mostly.... not sure if other reasons will affect my decision in staying.... but mostly i think should be going to UK instead of aus if i really go overseas.... depends.... aus's modules are harder and i need to take 8 modules while UK de, 7 modules and easier also.... out of 7 i think i know 4.... LOL... dunno how sia jie... i am ??? .... lol... so so so dunno how... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i fetched aung to batok to collect his company van and i went home.... i watched a movie.... the jackie chan de with my idol(Daniel Wu).... oooo.... jackie said something really meaningful....
"Waiting is so much pain and torture. Great, now i know the answer!!" i still dunno the answer although it's quite clear... BUT i dun like things that are not spoken by both parties face to face . it is like incomplete...i went to bath around 3am... now is 3.30.... during my bath.... i keep thinking how??? what ???? when??? should i???? should i not??? muz i???? will i???? omg.... today is like a very ??? day for me....maybe i am too too tired and it made me cannot think well... jie ar jie... what should i do?? how i wish u are beside me now.... so i can ask u and u can straight answer or advice me.... or she is there to speak to me.... i dunno.... i have the feeling that maybe i should stop it.... but.... i love her... omg... what should i do???? depends on GOD again or GOD is letting me decide myself... i have a though that maybe i should juz quietly leave without letting anyone know.... that might be the best... maybe i will do it... but i will still call u jie ... ^.^ no matter what u are still my best jie i ever known..... u were always there(mostly) for me when i was down, or happi etc...anyway... i will slowly think of all of them ba... shall smoke then pray and go to slp... 2molo is the time where i can finally start to exercise... ^.^ keke.... nitenite jiejie...miss you and her lots lots... but miss her more... whahahah.... nitenite... ^.^
then i headed to sim lim square to get many stuff etc... a friend's laptop wanna do then end up he dun wan do... KNN... waste my trip and time and parking fee and petrol there.... then i got a keyboard which is 180$ orginal cos comes with 1 year warranty... after that... i went to eat sim lim square duck rice.... ya... finally eat le... yummy yummy...... then i went to batok to change the keyboard... and wtf.. i told her 180 she dun wan... KNN.. before that i told her close to 200 she said ok... now knn ... then i called my friend he said... most 150... she said 150 also ex.... KNN CB... dulan... then she said 120... so i lan lan pay 30 for her... THIS LESSON TELLS ME... NOT TO TREAT PPLE TOO GOOD AGAIN... KNN... AND DUN TRUST CHINA GIRLS..... AND I WILL FUCKING HATE MORE CHINA GIRLS.... ONLI SOME LA.... i have some china friends... ^.^ i sat around and went back for a while to change cos i am very very hot... then i went to sch...for these laptops really pissed me off... KNN DULAN SIA....
we were late for lessons cos i enquired everything about my degree.... i have so many question marks in my brains.... dunno if i should go overseas or stay in sg.... onli 1 reason that i wil stay is for her.... mostly.... not sure if other reasons will affect my decision in staying.... but mostly i think should be going to UK instead of aus if i really go overseas.... depends.... aus's modules are harder and i need to take 8 modules while UK de, 7 modules and easier also.... out of 7 i think i know 4.... LOL... dunno how sia jie... i am ??? .... lol... so so so dunno how... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i fetched aung to batok to collect his company van and i went home.... i watched a movie.... the jackie chan de with my idol(Daniel Wu).... oooo.... jackie said something really meaningful....
"Waiting is so much pain and torture. Great, now i know the answer!!" i still dunno the answer although it's quite clear... BUT i dun like things that are not spoken by both parties face to face . it is like incomplete...i went to bath around 3am... now is 3.30.... during my bath.... i keep thinking how??? what ???? when??? should i???? should i not??? muz i???? will i???? omg.... today is like a very ??? day for me....maybe i am too too tired and it made me cannot think well... jie ar jie... what should i do?? how i wish u are beside me now.... so i can ask u and u can straight answer or advice me.... or she is there to speak to me.... i dunno.... i have the feeling that maybe i should stop it.... but.... i love her... omg... what should i do???? depends on GOD again or GOD is letting me decide myself... i have a though that maybe i should juz quietly leave without letting anyone know.... that might be the best... maybe i will do it... but i will still call u jie ... ^.^ no matter what u are still my best jie i ever known..... u were always there(mostly) for me when i was down, or happi etc...anyway... i will slowly think of all of them ba... shall smoke then pray and go to slp... 2molo is the time where i can finally start to exercise... ^.^ keke.... nitenite jiejie...miss you and her lots lots... but miss her more... whahahah.... nitenite... ^.^


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